Chasing Nothing

Thinking about my future, just gives me nerves and butterflies. I have no ambition. You know when you were young and everyone says that they wanna grow up to be a doctor, engineer, pilot and teacher? I was that kind of person.

Never will i thought that when i'm 16 i will not have a dream to chase for. Jobs now are unbalanced. They are either boring but with high pay or fun but low wages. If there is a fun job with high pay, tell me! A handful of jobs are fun yet your money will be pouring in but face the fact, not everyone will get jobs like singing and getting paid or jumping off an airplane with money inside your pocket. My results don't worry me but the thing is, what is the point of getting good results but do not have any aim. Its like chasing nothing. Hopefully, my dream job will one day appear in my imagination. Even if i could not find a job, maybe i should just choose a job that provide a happy yet stressful life.

Talking about chasing, tomorow is road run in my school. I'm not sure how long is the whole path. Some teachers say that it is 5 kilometres, some 4. I love long distance run but not too long. I will most probably get nothing but i rather have a long distance run than a short distance like 100m. I do not fancy most sports but running is something fun to release stress though. It makes me admire the surrounding and makes me think about my friends, etc.